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The Host 37 page
How much longer would I have the feeling of a hand warm around mine? When was the last time I would walk down this tunnel? Was it this time? No. Not yet, Mel whispered. I was suddenly trembling. Ian’s hand tightened again, and so did Jared’s. We walked in silence for a few moments. “Kyle?” Sunny’s timid voice asked. “Yes?” “I don’t want to go back to the Bears.” “You don’t have to. You can go somewhere else.” “But I can’t stay here?” “No. I’m sorry, Sunny.” There was a little hitch in her breathing. I was glad it was dark. No one could see the tears that started rolling down my face. I had no free hand to wipe them away, so I let them fall onto my shirt. We finally reached the end of the tunnel. The sunlight streamed from the mouth of the hospital, reflecting off the dust motes dancing in the air. I could hear Doc murmuring inside. “That’s very good,” he was saying. “Keep thinking of details. You know your old address‑your name can’t be far behind, eh? How does this feel? Not tender?” “Careful,” I whispered. Kyle paused at the edge of the arch, Sunny still clinging to his side, and motioned for me to go first. I took a deep breath and walked slowly into Doc’s place. I announced my presence in a low, even voice. “Hello.” The Healer’s host started and gasped out a little shriek. “Just me again,” I said reassuringly. “It’s Wanda,” Doc reminded her. The woman was sitting up now, and Doc was sitting beside her with his hand on her arm. “That’s the soul,” the woman whispered anxiously to Doc. “Yes, but she’s a friend.” The woman eyed me doubtfully. “Doc? You’ve got a few more visitors. Is that okay?” Doc looked at the woman. “These are all friends, all right? More of the humans who live here with me. None of them would ever dream of hurting you. Can they come in?” The woman hesitated, then nodded cautiously. “Okay,” she whispered. “This is Ian,” I said, motioning him forward. “And Jared, and Jeb.” One by one, they walked into the room and stood beside me. “And this is Kyle and… uh, Sunny.” Doc’s eyes bugged wide as Kyle, Sunny attached to his side, entered the room. “Are there any more?” the woman whispered. Doc cleared his throat, trying to compose himself. “Yes. There are a lot of people who live here. All… well, mostly humans,” he added, staring at Sunny. “Trudy is on her way,” I told Doc. “Maybe Trudy could…” I glanced at Sunny and Kyle. “… find a room for… her to rest in?” Doc nodded, still wide‑eyed. “That might be a good idea.” “Who’s Trudy?” the woman whispered. “She’s very nice. She’ll take care of you.” “Is she human, or is she like that one?” She nodded toward me. “She’s human.” This seemed to ease the woman’s mind. “Oh,” Sunny gasped behind me. I turned to see her staring at the cryotanks that held the Healers. They were standing in the middle of Doc’s desk, the lights on top glowing muted red. On the floor in front of the desk, the seven remaining empty tanks were piled in an untidy heap. Tears sprang to Sunny’s eyes again, and she buried her face against Kyle’s chest. “I don’t want to go! I want to stay with you,” she moaned to the big man she seemed to trust so completely. “I know, Sunny. I’m sorry.” Sunny broke down into sobs. I blinked fast, trying to keep the tears from my own eyes. I crossed the small space to where Sunny stood, and stroked her springy black hair. “I need to talk to her for a minute, Kyle,” I murmured. He nodded, his face troubled, and pulled the clinging girl from his side. “No, no,” she begged. “It’s okay,” I promised. “He’s not going anywhere. I just want to ask you a few questions.” Kyle turned her to face me, and her arms locked around me. I pulled her to the far corner of the room, as far from the nameless woman as I could get. I didn’t want our conversation to confuse or frighten the Healer’s host any more than she already was. Kyle followed, never more than a few inches away. We sat on the floor, facing the wall. “Jeez,” Kyle murmured. “I didn’t think it would be like this. This really sucks.” “How did you find her? And catch her?” I asked. The sobbing girl didn’t react as I questioned him; she just kept crying on my shoulder. “What happened? Why is she like this?” “Well, I thought she might be in Las Vegas. I went there first, before I went on to Portland. See, Jodi was really close to her mother, and that’s where Doris lived. I thought, seeing how you were about Jared and the kid, that maybe she would go there, even when she wasn’t Jodi. And I was right. They were all there at the same old house, Doris ’s house: Doris, and her husband, Warren‑they had other names, but I didn’t hear them clearly‑and Sunny. I watched them all day, until it was nighttime. Sunny was in Jodi’s old room, alone. I snuck in after they’d all been asleep for hours. I yanked Sunny up, threw her over my shoulder, and jumped out the window. I thought she was going to start screaming, so I was really booking it back to the jeep. Then I was afraid because she didn’t start screaming. She was just so quiet! I was afraid she had… you know. Like that guy we caught once.” I winced‑I had a more recent memory. “So I pulled her off my shoulder, and she was alive, just staring up at me, all wide‑eyed. Still not screaming. I carried her back to the jeep. I’d been planning to tie her up, but… she didn’t look that upset. She wasn’t trying to get away, at least. So I just buckled her in and started driving. “She just stared at me for a long time, and then finally she said, ‘You’re Kyle,’ and I said, ‘Yeah, who are you?’ and she told me her name. What is it again?” “Sunlight Passing Through the Ice,” Sunny whispered brokenly. “I like Sunny, though. It’s nice.” “Anyway,” Kyle went on after clearing his throat. “She didn’t mind talking to me at all. She wasn’t afraid like I’d thought she’d be. So we talked.” He was quiet for a moment. “She was happy to see me.” “I used to dream about him all the time,” Sunny whispered to me. “Every night. I kept hoping the Seekers would find him; I missed him so much… When I saw him, I thought it was the old dream again.” I swallowed loudly. Kyle reached across me to lay his hand on her cheek. “She’s a good kid, Wanda. Can’t we send her someplace really nice?” “That’s what I wanted to ask her about. Where have you lived, Sunny?” I was vaguely aware of the subdued voices of the others, greeting Trudy’s arrival. We had our backs to them. I wanted to see what was going on, but I was also glad not to have the distraction. I tried to concentrate on the crying soul. “Just here and with the Bears. I was there five life terms. But I like it better here. I haven’t had even a quarter of a life term here!” “I know. Believe me, I understand. Is there anywhere else, though, that you’ve ever wanted to go? The Flowers, maybe? It’s nice there; I’ve been.” “I don’t want to be a plant,” she mumbled into my shoulder. “The Spiders…” I began, but then let my voice trail off. The Spiders were not the right place for Sunny. “I’m tired of cold. And I like colors.” “I know.” I sighed. “I haven’t been a Dolphin, but I hear it’s nice there. Color, mobility, family…” “They’re all so far away. By the time I got anywhere, Kyle would be… He’d be…” She hiccuped and then started crying again. “Don’t you have any other choices?” Kyle asked anxiously. “Aren’t there a lot more places out there?” I could hear Trudy talking to the Healer’s host, but I tuned out the words. Let the humans take care of their own for the moment. “Not that the off‑world ships are going to,” I told him, shaking my head. “There are lots of worlds, but only a few, mostly the newer ones, are still open for settling. And I’m sorry, Sunny, but I have to send you far away. The Seekers want to find my friends here, and they’d bring you back if they could, so you could show them the way.” “I don’t even know the way,” she sobbed. My shoulder was drenched with her tears. “He covered my eyes.” Kyle looked at me as if I could produce some kind of miracle to make this all work out perfectly. Like the medicine I’d provided, some kind of magic. But I knew that I was out of magic, out of happy endings‑for the soul half of the equation, at least. I stared back hopelessly at Kyle. “It’s just the Bears, the Flowers, and the Dolphins,” I told him. “I won’t send her to the Fire Planet.” The small woman shuddered at the name. “Don’t worry, Sunny. You’ll like the Dolphins. They’ll be nice. Of course they’ll be nice.” She sobbed harder. I sighed and moved on. “Sunny, I need to ask you about Jodi.” Kyle stiffened beside me. “What about her?” Sunny mumbled. “Is she… is she in there with you? Can you hear her?” Sunny sniffed and looked up at me. “I don’t understand what you mean.” “Does she ever talk to you? Are you ever aware of her thoughts?” “My… body’s? Her thoughts? She doesn’t have any. I’m here now.” I nodded slowly. “Is that bad?” Kyle whispered. “I don’t know enough about it to tell. It’s probably not good, though.” Kyle’s eyes tightened. “How long have you been here, Sunny?” She frowned, thinking. “How long is it, Kyle? Five years? Six? You disappeared before I came home.” “Six,” he said. “And how old are you?” I asked her. “I’m twenty‑seven.” That surprised me‑she was such a little thing, so young looking. I couldn’t believe she was six years older than Melanie. “Why does that matter?” Kyle asked. “I’m not sure. It just seems like the more time someone spent as a human before they became a soul, the better chance they might have at… making a recovery. The greater the percentage of their life they spent human, the more memories they have, the more connections, the more years being called by the right name… I don’t know.” “Is twenty‑one years enough?” he asked, his voice desperate. “I guess we’ll find out.” “It’s not fair!” Sunny wailed. “Why do you get to stay? Why can’t I stay, if you can?” I had to swallow hard. “That wouldn’t be fair, would it? But I don’t get to stay, Sunny. I have to go, too. And soon. Maybe we’ll leave together.” Perhaps she’d be happier if she thought I was going to the Dolphins with her. By the time she knew otherwise, Sunny would have a different host with different emotions and no tie to this human beside me. Maybe. Anyway, it would be too late. “I have to go, Sunny, just like you. I have to give my body back, too.” And then, flat and hard from right behind us, Ian’s voice broke the quiet like the crack of a whip. “What?”
CHAPTER 56. Welded
Ian glared down at the three of us with such fury that Sunny shivered in terror. It was an odd thing‑as if Kyle and Ian had switched faces. Except Ian’s face was still perfect, unbroken. Beautiful, even though it was enraged. “Ian?” Kyle asked, bewildered. “What’s the problem?” Ian spoke from between his locked teeth. “Wanda,” he growled, and held his hand out. It looked as if he was having a hard time keeping that hand open, not clenching it into a fist. Uh‑oh, Mel thought. Misery swept through me. I didn’t want to say goodbye to Ian, and now I would have to. Of course I had to. I would be wrong to sneak out in the night like a thief and leave all my goodbyes to Melanie. Ian, tired of waiting, grabbed my arm and hauled me up from the floor. When Sunny seemed like she was coming along, too, still joined to my side, Ian shook me until she fell off. “What is with you?” Kyle demanded. Ian hauled his knee back and smashed his foot hard into Kyle’s face. “Ian!” I protested. Sunny threw herself in front of Kyle‑who was holding his hand to his nose and struggling to get to his feet‑and tried to shield him with her tiny body. This knocked him off balance, back to the floor, and he groaned. “C’mon,” Ian snarled, dragging me away from them without a backward glance. “Ian ‑” He wrenched me roughly along, making it impossible for me to speak. That was fine. I had no idea what to say. I saw everyone’s startled face flash by in a blur. I was worried he was going to upset the unnamed woman. She wasn’t used to anger and violence. And then we jerked to a stop. Jared was blocking the exit. “Have you lost your mind, Ian?” he asked, shocked and outraged. “What are you doing to her?” “Did you know about this?” Ian shouted back, shoving me toward Jared and shaking me at him. Behind us, a whimper. He was scaring them. “You’re going to hurt her!” “Do you know what she’s planning?” Ian roared. Jared stared at Ian, his face suddenly closed off. He didn’t answer. That was answer enough for Ian. Ian’s fist struck Jared so fast that I missed the blow‑I just felt the lurch in his body and saw Jared reel back into the dark hall. “Ian, stop,” I begged. “ You stop,” he growled back at me. He yanked me through the arch into the tunnel, then pulled me north. I had to almost run to keep up with his longer stride. “O’Shea!” Jared shouted after us. “ I’m going to hurt her?” Ian roared back over his shoulder, not breaking pace. “ I am? You hypocritical swine! ” There was nothing but silence and blackness behind us now. I stumbled in the dark, trying to keep up. It was then that I began to feel the throbbing from Ian’s grip. His hand was tight as a tourniquet around my upper arm, his long fingers making the circle easily and then overlapping. My hand was going numb. He jerked me along faster, and my breath caught in a moan, almost a cry of pain. The sound made Ian stumble to a stop. His breathing was hoarse in the darkness. “Ian, Ian, I…” I choked, unable to finish. I didn’t know what to say, picturing his furious face. His arms caught me up abruptly, yanking my feet out from under me and then catching my shoulders before I could fall. He started running forward again, carrying me now. His hands were not rough and angry like before; he cradled me against his chest. He ran right through the big plaza, ignoring the surprised and even suspicious faces. There was too much that was unfamiliar and uncomfortable going on in the caves right now. The humans here‑Violetta, Geoffrey, Andy, Paige, Aaron, Brandt, and more I couldn’t see well as we jolted past‑were skittish. It disturbed them to see Ian running headlong through them, face twisted with rage, with me in his arms. And then they were behind us. He didn’t pause until we reached the doors leaning against his and Kyle’s room. He kicked the red one out of the way‑it hit the stone floor with an echoing boom‑and dropped me onto the mattress on the floor. Ian stood above me, his chest heaving with exertion and fury. For a second he turned away and put the door back in place with one swift wrench. And then he was glowering again. I took a deep breath and rolled up onto my knees, holding my hands out, palms up, wishing that some magic would appear in them. Something I could give him, something I could say. But my hands were empty. “You. Are. Not. Leaving. Me.” His eyes blazed‑burning brighter than I had ever seen them, blue flames. “Ian,” I whispered. “You have to see that… that I can’t stay. You must see that.” “No!” he shouted at me. I cringed back, and, abruptly, Ian crumpled forward, falling to his knees, falling into me. He buried his head in my stomach, and his arms locked around my waist. He was shaking, shaking hard, and loud, desperate sobs were breaking out of his chest. “No, Ian, no,” I begged. This was so much worse than his anger. “Don’t, please. Please, don’t.” “Wanda,” he moaned. “Ian, please. Don’t feel this way. Don’t. I’m so sorry. Please.” I was crying, too, shaking, too, though that might have been him shaking me. “You can’t leave.” “I have to, I have to,” I sobbed. And then we cried wordlessly for a long time. His tears dried before mine. Eventually, he straightened up and pulled me into his arms again. He waited until I was able to speak. “Sorry,” he whispered. “I was mean.” “No, no. I’m sorry. I should have told you, when you didn’t guess. I just… I couldn’t. I didn’t want to tell you‑to hurt you‑to hurt me. It was selfish.” “We need to talk about this, Wanda. It’s not a done deal. It can’t be.” “It is.” He shook his head, clenching his teeth. “How long? How long have you been planning this?” “Since the Seeker,” I whispered. He nodded, seeming to expect this answer. “And you thought that you had to give up your secret to save her. I can understand that. But that doesn’t mean you have to go anywhere. Just because Doc knows now… that doesn’t mean anything. If I’d thought for one minute that it did, that one action equaled the other, I wouldn’t have stood there and let you show him. No one is going to force you to lie down on his blasted gurney! I’ll break his hands if he tries to touch you!” “Ian, please.” “They can’t make you, Wanda! Do you hear me?” He was shouting again. “No one is making me. I didn’t show Doc how to do the separation so that I could save the Seeker,” I whispered. “The Seeker’s being here just made me have to decide… faster. I did it to save Mel, Ian.” His nostrils flared, and he said nothing. “She’s trapped in here, Ian. It’s like a prison‑worse than that; I can’t even describe it. She’s like a ghost. And I can free her. I can give her herself back.” “You deserve a life, too, Wanda. You deserve to stay.” “But I love her, Ian.” He closed his eyes, and his pale lips went dead white. “But I love you, ” he whispered. “Doesn’t that matter?” “Of course it matters. So much. Can’t you see? That only makes it more… necessary.” His eyes flashed open. “Is it so unbearable to have me love you? Is that it? I can keep my mouth shut, Wanda. I won’t say it again. You can be with Jared, if that’s what you want. Just stay.” “No, Ian!” I took his face between my hands‑his skin felt hard, strained tight over the bones. “No. I‑I love you, too. Me, the little silver worm in the back of her head. But my body doesn’t love you. It can’t love you. I can never love you in this body, Ian. It pulls me in two. It’s unbearable.” I could have borne it. But watching him suffer because of my body’s limitations? Not that. He closed his eyes again. His thick black lashes were wet with tears. I could see them glisten. Oh, go ahead, Mel sighed. Do whatever you need to. I’ll… step into the other room, she added dryly. Thanks. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself closer to him until my lips touched his. He curled his arms around me, pulling me tighter against his chest. Our lips moved together, fusing as if they would never divide, as if separation was not the inevitable thing it was, and I could taste the salt of our tears. His and mine. Something began to change. When Melanie’s body touched Jared’s body, it was like a wildfire‑a fast burn that raced across the surface of the desert and consumed everything in its path. With Ian it was different, so very different, because Melanie didn’t love him the way I did. So when he touched me, it was deeper and slower than the wildfire, like the flow of molten rock far beneath the surface of the earth. Too deep to feel the heat of it, but it moved inexorably, changing the very foundations of the world with its advance. My unwilling body was a fog between us‑a thick curtain, but gauzy enough that I could see through it, could see what was happening. It changed me, not her. It was almost a metallurgical process deep inside the core of who I was, something that had already begun, was already nearly forged. But this long, unbroken kiss finished it, searing and sharp edged‑it shoved this new creation, all hissing, into the cold water that made it hard and final. Unbreakable. And I started to cry again, realizing that it must be changing him, too, this man who was kind enough to be a soul but strong as only a human could be. He moved his lips to my eyes, but it was too late. It was done. “Don’t cry, Wanda. Don’t cry. You’re staying with me.” “Eight full lives,” I whispered against his jaw, my voice breaking. “Eight full lives and I never found anyone I would stay on a planet for, anyone I would follow when they left. I never found a partner. Why now? Why you? You’re not of my species. How can you be my partner?” “It’s a strange universe,” he murmured. “It’s not fair,” I complained, echoing Sunny’s words. It wasn’t fair. How could I find this, find love‑now, in this eleventh hour‑and have to leave it? Was it fair that my soul and body couldn’t reconcile? Was it fair that I had to love Melanie, too? Was it fair that Ian would suffer? He deserved happiness if anyone did. It wasn’t fair or right or even… sane. How could I do this to him? “I love you,” I whispered. “Don’t say that like you’re saying goodbye.” But I had to. “I, the soul called Wanderer, love you, human Ian. And that will never change, no matter what I might become.” I worded it carefully, so that there would be no lie in my voice. “If I were a Dolphin or a Bear or a Flower, it wouldn’t matter. I would always love you, always remember you. You will be my only partner.” His arms stiffened, then constricted tighter around me, and I could feel the anger in them again. It was hard to breathe. “You’re not wandering off anywhere. You’re staying here.” “Ian ‑” But his voice was brusque now‑angry, but also businesslike. “This isn’t just for me. You’re a part of this community, and you aren’t getting kicked out without discussion. You are far too important to us all‑even to the ones who would never admit it. We need you.” “No one’s kicking me out, Ian.” “No. Not even you yourself, Wanderer.” He kissed me again, his mouth rougher with the return of the anger. His hand curled into a fist around my hair, and he pulled my face an inch away from his. “Good or bad?” he demanded. “Good.” “That’s what I thought.” And his voice was a growl. He kissed me again. His arms were so tight around my ribs, his mouth so fierce against mine, that I was soon dizzy and gasping for air. He loosened his arms a little then and let his lips slide to my ear. “Let’s go.” “Where? Where are we going?” I wasn’t going anywhere, I knew that. And yet how my heart pounded when I thought of going away, somewhere, anywhere, with Ian. My Ian. He was mine, the way Jared never would be. The way this body could never be his. “Don’t give me any trouble about this, Wanderer. I’m half out of my mind.” He pulled us both to our feet. “Where?” I insisted. “You’re going down the eastern tunnel, past the field, to the end.” “The game room?” “Yes. And then you are going to wait there until I get the rest of them.” “Why?” His words sounded crazy to me. Did he want to play a game? To ease the tension again? “Because this will be discussed. I’m calling a tribunal, Wanderer, and you are going to abide by our decision.”
CHAPTER 57. Completed
It was a small tribunal this time, not like the trial for Kyle’s life. Ian brought only Jeb, Doc, and Jared. He knew without having to be told that Jamie must not be allowed anywhere near these proceedings. Melanie would have to give that goodbye for me. I couldn’t face that, not with Jamie. I didn’t care if it was cowardly of me. I wouldn’t do it. Just one blue lamp, one dim circle of light on the stone floor. We sat on the edge of the ring of light; I was alone, the four men facing me. Jeb had even brought his gun‑as if it were a gavel and would make this more official. The smell of sulfur brought back the painful days of my mourning; there were some memories that I would not regret losing when I was gone. “How is she?” I asked Doc urgently as they settled in, before they could get started. This tribunal was a waste of my small store of time. I was worried about more important things. “Which one?” he responded in a weary voice. I stared at him for a few seconds, and then my eyes grew wide. “Sunny’s gone? Already?” “Kyle thought it was cruel to make her suffer longer. She was… unhappy.” “I wish I could have said goodbye,” I murmured to myself. “And good luck. How is Jodi?” “No response yet.” “The Healer’s body?” “Trudy took her away. I think they went to get her something to eat. They’re working on finding a temporary name she likes, so we can call her something besides the body. ” He smiled wryly. “She’ll be fine. I’m sure she will,” I said, trying to believe the words. “And Jodi, too. It will all work out.” No one called me on my lies. They knew I was saying this for myself. Doc sighed. “I don’t want to be away from Jodi long. She might need something.” “Right,” I agreed. “Let’s get this over with.” The quicker the better. Because it didn’t matter what was said here; Doc had agreed to my terms. And yet there was some stupid part of me that hoped… hoped that there was a solution that would make everything perfect and let me stay with Ian and Mel with Jared in a way that absolutely no one would suffer for. Best to crush that impossible hope quickly. “Okay,” Jeb said. “Wanda, what’s your side?” “I’m giving Melanie back.” Firm, short‑no reasons to argue against. “Ian, what’s yours?” “We need Wanda here.” Firm, short‑he was copying me. Jeb nodded to himself. “That’s a tricky one. Wanda, why should I agree with you?” “If it were you, you’d want your body back. You can’t deny Melanie that.” “Ian?” Jeb asked. “We have to look at the greater good, Jeb. Wanda’s already brought us more health and security than we’ve ever had. She’s vital to the survival of our community‑of the entire human race. One person can’t stand in the way of that.” He’s right. Nobody asked you. Jared spoke up. “Wanda, what does Mel say?” Ha, Mel said. I stared into Jared’s eyes, and the strangest thing happened. All the melting and melding I had just been through was shoved aside, into the smallest part of my body, the little corner that I took up physically. The rest of me yearned toward Jared with the same desperate, half‑crazed hunger I’d felt since the first time I’d seen him here. This body barely belonged to me or to Melanie‑it belonged to him. There really wasn’t room enough for the two of us in here. “Melanie wants her body back. She wants her life back.” Liar. Tell them the truth. No. “Liar,” Ian said. “I can see you arguing with her. I’ll bet she agrees with me. She’s a good person. She knows how much we need you.” “Mel knows everything I know. She’ll be able to help you. And the Healer’s host. She knows more than I ever did. You’ll be fine. You were fine before I was here. You’ll survive, just like before.” Jeb blew out a puff of air, frowning. “I don’t know, Wanda. Ian’s got a point.” I glared at the old man and saw that Jared was doing the same. I looked away from that standoff to level a grim glance at Doc. Doc met my eyes, and his face clenched with pain. He understood the reminder I was giving him. He’d promised. This tribunal didn’t overrule that. Ian was watching Jared‑he didn’t see our silent exchange. “Jeb,” Jared protested. “There’s only one decision here. You know that.” “Is there, kid? Seems to me there’s a whole barrel of ’em.” “That’s Melanie’s body!” “And Wanda’s, too.” Jared choked on his response and had to start over. “You can’t leave Mel trapped in there‑it’s like murder, Jeb.” Ian leaned forward into the light, his face suddenly furious again. “And what is it that you’re doing to Wanda, Jared? And the rest of us, if you take her away?” “You don’t care about the rest of anybody! You just want to keep Wanda at Melanie’s expense‑nothing else matters to you.” “And you want to have Melanie at Wanda’s expense‑nothing else matters to you! So, with those things being equal, it comes down to what’s best for everyone else.” Date: 2015-12-13; view: 419; Íàðóøåíèå àâòîðñêèõ ïðàâ |